the truth??

May I know the truth or should I know the truth???

What about after knowing it..does it help me or does it harm me??

Whatever...

Don't bother I'll be fine...

2009 is coming!!!

nightmare or dreams come true???

haha..no ones know...

Countdown 2 days left!!

Unfair

Sometimes..no I mean Every time..every hour...every minute..every second
There are always something unfair that happening around us,aren't there??
Human who have wealth and health live happily in this world..
While at the same time,the poor and sick suffering in the other side of this world ...
Why??why would something like that had actually happened around us??
Why the wealthier man can waste their food at here throwing the unfinished food into the dump while the children in the Africa are actually thinner than a skeleton???
Why??I just don't understand this....

Okay,here was what I have seen today..
Today,my mum called the repairing workers to repair the damaged pipe in my house..
So there were two workers came to my house...
There were a huge works to do..for them I mean..
They have to broke all the floor in the master bedroom toilet and take out the pipe to fix it.
And so..the workers started their work at about 10.30am
One is about 30++ yrs and the other are about 60++ years old..
Goodness!!How can a old man do this kinda work..
I was wondering on my own...So while I was wondering alone..
The 30++ years old uncle said he had to get something and ll be back soon..
So he left at about 2pm...

So left the 60++ years old uncle there working alone...
I was watching and unable to help..
He begin to exhausted and tired after doing all the hard work by his own!!
Omg!!will you be able to imagine a 60++ years old man carrying each bag of the broken marble floor pieces alone up and down in my house???
He carried so many bags that I can't even can count..
It was so heavy since I tried to carry cause I wishes that I could help him..
But I were unable to help...I suddenly felt I were no use at all...
And kept scolding myself..and his sons or daughter whoever let their father work so hard here!!I kept cursing who the hell can let an old man doing hard work here..
Futhermore,he is so skinny!!even thinner than I am..haha..cause I'm not thin at all..

And so from about 2pm he work alone till 6.00pm..Then the other worker came back..
I suddenly felt very angry at him and wanna hit him hard...haha..If I could..
He is the boss...the old man told me..when he was resting just now..
He sat there and said he wanna stop...so I bring a bottle of water over for him..
And he told me his story..he said he is now 60 years old..
Then he said he work one month salary was about RM 2000 ,but I think this is not worth at all...working so hard everyday...pity him a lot!!
He said he didn't married so he have no children..then I realize...I see...
Then he said he live alone now...I was wondering again..won't he feel lonely???
Then when the boss came back keep scolding him..again I was unable to help..
And from his eye I can see a glimpse of tiredness in him...

He said its better to study and not just study but study hard..
Very very pity of him....
then they went back bout 6.50pm when the boss came back...

I didn't have the chance to meet an old man..since My both grandfather had died long time ago...I didn't even got the chance to see them before....
So I just felt...sad...pity...but helpless...can't able to help him...
And I promise won't let my dad and mum become like this when they are old..
SURE IMPOSSIBLE!!
And I realize something...study are very important now ,for me...
and my family...the two most important thing to me now...friends too...
I'll appreciate all the things I have currently...
And to all the friends out there study hard will make your live easier...

what I hate most??

the thing I hated the most is being cheated by friends!!


besides,disloyalty of friends and dishonesty of them make me feel a lot of hatred!!


And lastly I hate the stupidity of me for trusted the wrong friendS!!!!

Hurt

My heart is now dripping full of blood
So many things that made me full of emo recently
disappointed? yes
upset?? yes
hurt?? yes
regret? yes
haizz..
what to do..
nothing can stop time from going on and on
things just kept happened one after another
so what i have to do is??
just takes time and forget bout it!!

Fake???or unreal???

Fake or unreal??
I don't really care bout it anymore..
I guess this is the end of it!!
nothing to said bout that anymore...

Terrible Tragedy

Hmmm,today I'm not going to talk about my personal thingy...
I just feel kinda boring about this kinda topic anymore...
Lets talk about what kinda social problems are people facing right now.

So do anyone of you know what does F words are????
There are 5 words that started with F...
F*ck,Finance,Food,Fuel,Fighting

Lets talk about F*ck first,
Pronouns this F word can said to be kinda rude,but I think its a necessary!!haha
Nowadays,AIDs are widely spread across all the world.
It can be said as a very very dangerous sickness..and until now there are still no medicine can cure this sickness...
The No.1 killer as can said in the history.
Why???Why will this thing happen in the world???
It is because of sex...
The desire which adult always wanted to have ,to full fill their thoughts...
Now,not only adults..even teenagers have sex with their partners..
That is why so many social problems had occur.
Saw the news today,It says that China prepared 003 everywhere including hotel,pub
Whatever place that sex will occur most.
Wow,amazing!!I was wondering..How could this happen???
But I think its the only way to prevent the spreading of AIDs and also to reduce it...

Next,Finance...
Hmmm,economical world are kinda unstable now...
Many people are working hard to maintain their salary ...
So to ensure that they can eat and sleep tight...
So this is also one of the problem which also faced by the residents.
Our country economy can be said not quite stable...
Hmmm,Watching my dad working hard everyday makes me feel sad...
So I promised to myself I wanna study hard to get a good grade and good job..
So he wont' be so tension and pressure..
We sometimes got a man-to-man talk..
He said that it is not easy to survive in this complicated and dangerous world..
Not that the environment we fear of..but is the people we fear...
People changes cause they have to...due to the environment....
They struggle to get a good benefit for their own.so people are selfish...
Not all..but most of them were...

Food...
Is there anything???Hohoho...holy yes!!
Food are unnatural nowadays...natural foods are almost taken place by chemical ingredients as I can say so...aren't You agree???
Many foods have lots of chemicals..
So this is not good to our health...But can this be avoided???
Answer is no!!Why???cause many of the natural foods are almost gone by now...
Due to the pollutions..Anyway, chemical are more easy than natural foods..
Done by the lab...no poison...take the place of natural foods...produces it..
Then the next thing is it is inside your stomach..
wahahaha...

Fuel
People are frustrating about the price last few months..
When the price suddenly rise up so much...
but now still the price quite high to me..
but car pooling occur kinda much to save Fuel...
hahaha....so this can reduce the air pollutions...
hmmm,is there???
I don't know..

Fighting
This is very interesting !!!
Did you know the latest news???
I bet everyone should know bout that.
HMmm,terrorist!!in INDIA!!!
Omg,terrible Tragedy!!
Is it so fun burning buildings??
Lots of victim in there especially the tourists!!
What a pity!The lawyer,a Singaporean!!28 years old!!
How can this be happening???
Aren't they human??kill people in cold blooded!!
Oh god!!
But is this their fate??(I mean the victim)The one who loved by the god will be taken by god..
But the one who dislike by god will still lived!!
hahaa...

When the terrorism was happening...
I were frightening at here...
Cause my Uncle was in India!!!
My goodness!!My dad phone and sms Him..
But no sound from him!!
We were not sure which part was he in..
So we keep on trying till...
He rang us and tell us he was save...
He said that he was 500km away from the building..
woh...Relieve...But He said that the hotel he was staying are also one of the target.
Now he was back here and talking to me last night..

This is our world!!!terrible!!!and Funny!!